Life · 2022-05-20

Jellyfish

If you take a jellyfish out of the water, their entire form disappears, like when an unspeakable truth is lifted up out of the silence and expressed as lifeless gel, yes, they're untranslatable, they must stay in their own element.

There are truths like that. Some experiences derive their meaning from the medium in which they exist. A feeling held between two people. A memory attached to a particular place. A grief that can be understood only by the one who carries it. A moment of beauty that lives in atmosphere, timing, and sensation. When we attempt to extract these things and place them into words, we often discover that the words contain all the facts but none of the life. Language can describe the shape of an experience, but not always its reality. It can trace the outline of a thing while missing the thing itself. What was once vast becomes small. What was once alive becomes a specimen. It is like lifting a jellyfish from the sea. We want to examine it, explain it, understand it. Yet the very act of removing it from its element destroys the qualities we hoped to preserve. Its beauty was inseparable from the water that held it, the currents that moved through it, the light that passed across its body. So it is with certain truths. They are not hidden because they are mysterious. They are hidden because they belong to a context larger than language can carry. Once spoken, they become something else—flattened, reduced, translated into symbols that can be understood but never fully inhabited. This is why some people fall silent when asked to explain the most important moments of their lives. Not because they lack words, but because they know the words are inadequate. They know that what they are trying to describe exists in another element. There are things that can be communicated, and there are things that can only be encountered. Certain truths are not messages to be delivered but realities to be entered. Like jellyfish in the sea, they remain most themselves when left within the medium that gives them life.

Jellyfish — Silas Hillman